You will know that not all stories have happy endings, at Struan Farm and in life. And this is one of those, at least the first part.
The day before yesterday I went out before breakfast to walk the paddock behind the Cottage to check the ewes that are lambing for the first time this season. The night before we'd had heavy rain, and then a frost. Certainly not optimal conditions for little critters coming into the world. I saw a ewe upside down at the top of the hill. Often when ewes are heavy and fall they can't right themselves, get "cast," and need help getting themselves back up. It's one of the reasons to do a "lambing beat." Unfortunately this was not a "cast" ewe, but a dead one. Something had happened as she started to give birth and she died. (Sometimes I surprise even that girl from New Vernon, New Jersey: I also checked the ewe's back end to see if there was a chance of rescuing any lambs inside, not an option, sadly.) Farmer John arrived later in the day to bury her.
Walking back down along the bush I found a little lamb alone, curled up under tree roots and vines, with no mum to be found. I figured that the lamb had been born here and hadn't been able to get up and out, so scooped her up and headed up to the house to make a warm bottle of colostrum asap. Fortunately it was a sunny day, but I grabbed a blanket too. Warmth is important along with food.
Initial signs weren't encouraging. She couldn't stand and wasn't terribly interested in drinking from the bottle. But I did get some down. So I wrapped her up in the blanket and put her in the sun, going back every wee bit to try to get more milk down. She continued to weaken. I've learned over several years that lambs are surprisingly resilient and strong, and that you can't count one out until they're well and truly out. Often these things just take time. But her eyes were rolling around in her head and she wasn't recovering despite the food and warmth. I began to suspect that something was wrong with this lamb, which was why the mum had abandoned her in the first place.
I sat beside her while she struggled to live. The thought of what was happening made me cry and I'm tearing up now thinking about it. I felt it was important that she wasn't left alone. I know she sensed me there beside her, sitting on the drive. I felt helpless, but I also kept thinking that every creature deserves caring and respect. My time wasn't important, hers was.
After that sadness I was ready for a happy lambing story, how about you? And thankfully the universe delivered, under the trees next to the Cottage:
Triplets! Our first in quite awhile. Mum looks catatonic, hopefully she will cope with them. But it was a good way to end what would otherwise have been a rather sad day here at Struan Farm.
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